drenched in heaven’s tears
and so, it put off your flame…
falling like rain
a scent of spring
of pinkish glows from heaven..
through drops you whispered,
it’s a silent love;
my heart heard it right.
We were standing facing each other on a lifeless road. I have a clue on what’s
going to happen. You told me we’ll stop seeing each other. That it’s time to
say goodbye. And you walked away, not minding what I have to say. I called
your name, three times. You didn’t turn back. Slowly, you went your way. I
was there in the open, empty. My mind’s so numb I couldn’t think straight. Was
it real? You left me. I stood still and the truth of the things you said slowly came.
I was alone. Without you. A sudden warm liquid made its way out of my eyes.
My hurting chest wanted to spill more. I did. And it seemed nature sympathized,
water dropped one by one. Then, it rhymed with me. I was the girl crying in the rain.
I’m at the 5th floor right now with some colleagues, just finished sipping my raspberry black currant juice. I regret having that juice, I’m chilling. Mind to know what i want? I want you here. I need your hug. These recent days, I’ve been clinging to Nick’s jacket. I want something warm, something unchanging and something that never bothers but unconditionally cares. I wish you are what I want, now. I wish you were here..but I know it’s not yet time for you to be here. I am so empty and lonely but I trust how the universe conspires like how every raindrop falls to the ground in silence..never known until i feel the splash of liquid on my cold feet. I hope for you. I need you but please take your time. We’ll be meeting halfway, even if under an outpouring rain.
clear, icy, little drops
fall into my hair
finely, light, soft spot..
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